Have you ever felt joyfear? No, that was not a typo. It is one word.

As Leo Babauta of Zenhabits coined it, joyfear, is simply a marriage of joy and of fear. It is something that you feel at the same time -- which is joy but not just joy, which is also fear but not just fear -- but joy and fear in one. And I would like to put an emphasis on the importance of putting the word "joy" first before "fear" as the word joyfear is not completely a negative expression and that probably joy trumps whatever that fear is.

It could be the mixed feelings you had when your child is born -- and no, I have not given birth yet but just thinking about it gives me so much joyfear. When you cannot really pinpoint what exactly how you feel, or when one is overwhelmed for whatever reason -- there is excitement from joy but

My First Snow

by on 11:29 AM
Have you ever felt joyfear? No, that was not a typo. It is one word. As Leo Babauta of Zenhabits coined it, joyfear, is simply a mar...


ctually, I cannot recall with great certainty whether it was on NYE when I went to the Higashiyama area to see Gion and Pontocho Alley. So I decided not to talk about that anymore -- but just my favorite view in that area which is the Kamogawa river near Pontocho.



I enjoyed myself so much people-watching there. It was like hanging out with myself by the bridge over the stretch of Kamogawa river. Although I really wished that time I have someone to talk to

There can be no place that is as touristy as Arashiyama in Kyoto in my opinion, whether it may be spring, summer, autumn or winter. It was winter this time and it is packed. The place is no doubt one of the prettiest in the whole of Japan. 

I first saw this place from one of the IG accounts I follow -- a pretty photo with cherry blossoms on a spring day. That was when I decided I would go to Arashiyama and also the main reason why Kyoto became one of my major destinations in Japan.

In Arashiyama, you will find the Bamboo Forest, the beautiful Togetsukyo bridge and the pretty Hozugawa river, many temples and shrines, and the Sagano railway. My personal favorite is the Togetsukyo bridge which is very scenic. I think I love bodies of water more... I will talk about another favorite river on another time.

Even the way from Kyoto to Arashiyama is very scenic, and if there is one thing I would advise anyone who visit the Kansai region of Japan, it would be Arashiyama for a day trip. The train going to Arashiyama (San-in line) has a different layout than normal trains in Japan. Most seats are laid out like that of bus seats, facing forward, and there are some areas allotted for standing. The train was a bit old but clean, and though it was packed, it is very spacious and not stuffy. 

The train is fast and has plenty of curved rail tracks. Though it was somewhat scary, you will not really mind because the vibe was really cool. It just feels like I was on a school field trip. Plus, this ride made me feel I was really "on vacation".

Coming from Kyoto, there are a few options to get to Arashiyama. There was one where you can do two trains rides for less walking time, and one train ride with a 30-minute walk. Guess what I chose? You guessed it right. 

I walked at a more relaxed pace compared to the previous days. And this time around, I was kind of already used to pushing my legs to the limit. There were only a few people (again) on the way because yet again, I chose the less popular route. I will tell you about the few little gems I found along the way.

Aside from the cute little tea boutiques and residences (I think) along the way, I enjoyed browsing through each of the quaint souvenir shops that I came across. There were very few people going in those tucked-away shops and sometimes, it was only me. 

My favorite crafts were the ceramics which designs I find very unique. Ceramics like saucers and tea cups and candle holders. I remember in one shop, there was a really nice aromatic smell which I think was lavender. From that particular shop is where I bought cute ceramic incense holders for me and my aunt who likes incense and candles. I wanted to buy more stuff like the potpourri and candle holders -- there are also textile goods but I realized this is a touristy place no matter how off-the-track it might be -- the goods are a bit pricey for me.

You will know you are in the Arashiyama center once you pass by the temples where you can see some monks of probably different sects walking or just being busy in the area. From there you will see the packs of tourists and along the street leading to the Togetsukyo bridge, a line of restaurants and souvenir shops where you can see people standing in line at each one -- because it is just so nice to eat by such a beautiful destination especially by the bridge where you will be treated with such a beautiful scenery. 

The Bamboo forest is just around the corner and is actually not that difficult to find and that is thanks to the ample signs placed everywhere. The place is a tourist attraction after all. There was a lot of people already at around past 10 in the morning. Forgive me -- I was just trying to remember the time. Surely it was early because I always wake up very early when on vacay.

There are many street eats on the way to the Bamboo Forest. I grabbed a few of them and tried not to walk while eating because in Japan it is considered disrespectful. 

I reached the Bamboo Forest shortly and I find it so refreshing. I love the smell of the bamboo trees but not that they have a distinct smell. The smell of the trees just makes my heart sing. It is a rather short path though. "Oh, that was it?" I thought. I was somewhat wanting more. 





But it was beautiful. I'm not sure if the number of people have spoiled the feels. Some opted to ride a pulled rickshaw. I think that was cool. I did not like to try it though because I feel sorry for the rickshaw man though I know it is their living.

I went to a few tucked-away temples and shrines within the area then saved the Togetsukyo bridge for last. The view of the Togetsukyo bridge and the Hozugawa river was nothing short of stunning. Time seemed to have stopped here.

The cold wind was blowing hard that time. I followed a 
dove that flew over a tree by the river so that I can take a photo of it -- when my hat was blown away by the refreshing breeze. I picked up my already soaked hat that dropped near the water. "I like it here", I thought.




I am happy to view the bridge from the river bay. It has a nice little backdrop of hills that probably look really awesome during autumn. Though it was winter this time and those hills might look a little gray now, they certainly didn't look lonely -- in fact, they shined.

I went home fully satisfied and was actually very excited to go back -- to the hostel to have a nice soak and take a nap before the festivities in the evening for the New Year's eve -- which I will write about next so wait for that.







The Charm of Arashiyama

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There can be no place that is as touristy as Arashiyama in Kyoto in my opinion, whether it may be spring, summer, autumn  or winter. It w...
My second night in Kyoto was the night I stripped naked in front of ajummas in Japan. But before I talk about that experience in particular, I want to first talk about how I spent my evenings.

                                                   photo from onsenjapan.net

Do you ever wonder how I was able to get by and do consecutive days of walking, hiking -- like, do I ever feel sore? Well, I do. I get too hungry at the end of each day. My body especially my legs were all sore from hamstrings to the heels up to the toes.

I feel so lucky that the small hostel I was staying in does have a special bath with tub. By the way, not
After my overwhelming visit to the splendid Kinkakuji temple, famously known as the Golden Pavilion. (I had the spelling right this time, ha ha!) I had Ninnaji on my list for the same day.

Now this was not in the list of temples recommended by the host from the ryokan hotel I was staying from, or maybe it was. However, it still made my final list even after removing many others. I guess sometimes, you just feel a certain "connection" to a place even before you see it.

According to my notes, I needed to hop on a certain bus number. It was difficult to find the bus stop though from the exit of Kinkakuji. It was such a pain having to ask around because all around me are mostly tourists like me and speak a different language.

To tell the story short, I just found myself walking, trying to follow the map. Yes, I remember I was holding a map, though not as detailed as it is a bit zoomed out. And also according to my notes, it was just a short ride from the Golden Pavilion going to the Ninnaji Temple, yeah, yeah -- yeah right.


So I walked to the right of the temple. At first, whenever I ask people "Ninnaji?", they would just act like they did not hear me or see me. They probably had no idea what I am talking about.

Among the thousands of temples in Kyoto, Kinkakuji is the one that outshines just about any other, may it be a temple or shrine. No wonder it is one of the most visited according to my experience, aside from Fushimi Inari shrine and the Kiyomizudera. For starters, a temple is a place of worship for buddhists, whereas "shrines" are for the shinto religion.


Kinkakuji is an intriguing beauty in the pictures and even as intriguing and most magnificent in

After my visit to Fushimi Inari, there is a very old city feel to the surrounding cafes that follow your way to the Kiyomizu. I was already hungry. When I saw one restaurants grilling some eel in the outside I knew Id be eating there. I ordered right away as I was a bit famished and cold. When I sat down I was psyching myself out to try to finish everything whether or not Id like the taste of eel.





When the freshly grilled eel with rice came, I was glad to also have a hot soup. I was sipping the soup when another man was placed to sit in front of me. He was an old folk, a local. His clothes were old and it looked like he did some blue collared job. He uttered a few words. Nihonggo, which I didn't understand. I just hoped he was not  cursing me back then. I was trying to do my best to use the chopsticks as he might get a bad impression.

He finished his meal very fast maybe not less than 15 minutes. I was glad but Im getting cold from inactivity. So shocked that the soup got cold very fast, my eyes searched for some vendo machine where I could get hot coffee. No vendo in sight inside so I tried to pay my bill and tried to get the one woman waitress' attention. She was smirking from the cashier -- until I finally get that I need to go there to pay before walking out.

I need to keep moving so that I will not freeze all my bones. Took some photographs along the way as I had some renewed energy. I hopped on the bus mainly going to the start of the trek to Kiyomizu temple.




So let me just use Kiyomizu rather than the whole name of Kiyomizudera as people here likes abbreviation so much. Yup, I also learned that from one of my Japanese students way back.

I was already starting to regret of not having a comfortable walking boots on this trip. I sure next time to just wear if not a flat boots then a good pair of sneakers. I lost on this one. I think the uphill hike on the concrete narrow street took around an hour or less and I felt at the time it to be never-ending. But I am not saying it isn't entertaining. It sure is a wothwhile walk, albeit a very long uphill battle. You can do plenty of stops anyway so that you can breeze through the many artifacts, souvenirs being sold along the way, not to mention soft ice cream, hello matcha!

But I did definitely feel my toes being crushed brutally and I just felt for not having much of a  compassion for myself. I will not do that again, promise. I thought though that it is a good thing that I was just a solo traveler at this time as I wouldn't have spare energy to talk. Sorry if my humor is that bad.

I was out of breath by the time I got to the top but lo and behold, there are still a few more stairs before the main hall.



I wanted to stay longer, probably drink some tea but I was quite honestly feeling the chill already. I followed some crowd who I believe were going the exit. I remember grabbing a few cans of hot coffee as I made my way home. This was my first day in Kyoto so yes, I got lost on my way home to the hostel but was able to make it before dark.

Way to Kiyomizudera Temple

by on 9:23 AM
After my visit to Fushimi Inari, there is a very old city feel to the surrounding cafes that follow your way to the Kiyomizu. I was already...
It is very much freezing at I dont know, about 4 to 7 degrees Celsius though as I said, I had a sigh of relief as I entered the Ryokan hostel.

The hostel was a bit small but has a very inviting atmosphere.  Just in front of the information desk, there was a luggage area where different kinds of luggages were lugged. I thought I needed to secure my laptop inside my bag before I embark on my tour.

I sat down for a while in a two-seat sofa and grabbed some cool magazines stacked under the coffee table. I noticed that I enjoy browsing through local publications when I travel, and so I did.

I was pondering whether I should follow the set of temples instructed by the helper or I should revise my schedule for the day, when I saw this tall tan skinned man that looks like a latino. He was obviously looking at me and I thought maybe he was traveling solo and looking for company. I just smirked and was not really feeling friendly at the time because I was tired and somewhat hungry so I just focused on my notebook schedule.

I first plotted to see the Fushimi-Inari shrine for the day. Gahd I can see the clouds go down at street level. The weather is freezing and it is a bit cloudy. Good thing the tourists who flock the sites wore bright-colored puffer jackets, and that includes me. So that made the atmosphere a bit bearable. Plus, I think my face is glowing so who would'nt want that.

I would say that I found hopping on buses in Kyoto a bit of a challenge because most of the time, the speaker is not in English so you really have to pay attention whether it is your destination already or not yet. Though when it comes to Fushimi-Inari,  there are always a crowd of tourists so basically you just have to go with the flow. The buses can be jampacked, too, so that means you could be standing up.

Just following the crowd makes sense since Fushimi-Inari is the most popular shrine in Kyoto I believe.


Beautiful Fushimi Inari

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It is very much freezing at I dont know, about 4 to 7 degrees Celsius though as I said, I had a sigh of relief as I entered the Ryokan hoste...